Hello Reader, I’ve spent the last month trying to put my
finger on what has caused this literary drought, and still haven’t found the
answer, and I WAS using that as reason not to continue. But I have
decided that writing will eventually oil the machine and in the near future we’ll see
something of value here. HAHA
It’s funny that I allowed myself to embark on this given my current
circumstance. Tomorrow, nay, in exactly nine hours I will be sitting for the
toughest paper this semester.
Syntax and Morphology. Look it up, I’m not going to bother
with an introduction.
What you do need to know is that I’ve had nightmares about
this for a long time now.
Let’s see, what shall we discuss tonight?
Anger. Nice word. I believe anger is going to be my New
Year’s Resolution. No. Not to
be less or more angry...but to discover anger. To
explore every possible notion related to this baffling term. If anger were a
mouse, I want to discover every imaginable way to trap it.
One thing I realised as this year came to a close is that the
world is one angry steaming pot of stew... and people are so determined to get
riled up over little things, to hate with such passion, to abhor without reason
that I actually believe it maybe makes us happy. Haven’t we realised by now,
that it is exhausting? A waste of frowns, teeth gritting and snarling? No,
apparently not.
I have struggled with this emotion the whole of 2012, always letting
it get the better of me. Just today, I was late for a group study session, not
a pardonable 5 or 10 minutes, but a disgusting 45 minutes late!
I was in the bus waiting for it to move for about 40 minutes.
And the thoughts that ran through my head were positively scary!
I wanted to jump off the bus, look for the driver and drag
him by the hair... to the wheel.
I wanted to jump off the bus, stand in the middle of the
street and scream my head
off...while kicking him in the shins.
I wanted to slap the moron senseless.
In fact I was working myself up to such a rage that I nearly
forgot to apologize to my very annoyed friends
Anyway who needs another pimple,
I don’t want to be known as an angry, scary, emotionally
unstable person.
I pity those who are.
2013 is going to be a relaxed and as far as possible, healthy
year.
Cheerio!
2 comments:
Nice ;)
thanks moga! =P
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